Oh hello. I am minhui and I am 20.You're beginning to like me less, as you're lovin me more. xoxo.

that's a rhetorical question.

this were the christmas cards i got;
from xiaoying, anges & jialong.
the first one is the one tht brings backs so much memories.
it's leaving in black&white now,
bcus both of the guys have left the team.

i've brought up this topic not only once, not only twice;
saying again&again the pain&sadness they brought whn they left.
passion is what causes all of it to happen,
it's just one thing tht may grow/decrease over time.

today me&suzanne were randomly discussing,
if we were be still swimming until we are in our twenties like daph&fiona.
all this is up to us to decide, whether our passion will last us tht long.
i hope it will, bcus it's something i've been doing for 13years.
losing it might probably make me feel useless&lost.
something which make me feel so belong&learn so much all these years,
i don't wnt it to be gone.

now tht we've all become so much older,
we would all probably be having our own sets of thinking.
unlike when we're young,
just doing what our parents say & swim whatever our coach says.
but now, look at the drastic change in us.
even how much passion we may have in it,
there's still a laze in us making it to happen.
(i hope this won't happen in rugby either. )

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